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Eh. I wanted to post this up yesterday, but pitas was being a meanie and wouldn't let me on. >_< While school IS still screwing with my life . . . I'm dealing with it. *SIGH* Apologies for freaking out. ^^;;;;; I ought to have a new layout soon. I'm getting really sick of this one . . . ^^;;;;;;;;;
Why the Hell is it so unseasonably hot out?! O_o;;;;; I want to take a semester off! I fucking want to drop out of school!!! FUCK THIS! WHAT THE HELL?!!!!!! I don't want to have to put up with this shit!!! >_<
I'm going to diiiiiiiiiieeee . . .
So take me
To a True Elsewhere Lots to blog about. Some amusing stories . . . and some not-so-amusing ones. However, I am faaaaar too tired right now. Will blog tomorrow? I wanna take a shower! I want clean clothes!!!! I want room in the fridge! I want something to eaaaaaaattt, dammit!!!!!
I want Happiness . . . If I EVER want to make a disturbing documentary I will just sit myself down in Sproul for a day. >_< While walking past on my way home I passed what looked like a family chanting and shouting and carrying some cylindrical thing I can't identify, "WE WANT JIHAD NOW!" And what disturbed me the most must have been this little boy who looked to be around nine or ten . . . and he was shouting the loudest with a smile on his face. WHAT THE HELL KIND OF CRACK ARE YOU PEOPLE ON?! Are you not LIVING in this country?! Are you not RAISING YOUR CHILDREN in this country?!!! Yes, we are retaliating. Yes, we are responding to UNPROVOKED and UNWARRANTED acts of TERRORISM. And we are bombing bloody TERRORIST CAMPS. So, if you would like to go on calling for holy wars and living in this country, just YOU think about what might happen one day if your family gets on a plane or goes sightseeing or is just doing absolutely nothing and the whole fucking world crashes down on you, all right?! You think about that, and you get back to me. And the old chinese man standing on his chair with his big sign didn't help any. Yes, the Japanese government should apologize for the Rape of Nanking and other atrocities perpetuated in China instead of ignoring it and excising it from their history books, but quite frankly, I don't think they're going to do it because you're standing on a chair yelling that they're not true Christians following the teachings of Jesus (or were you talking about the Jihad family today?) and there's nothing but war, war, war and HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY everyday. And *I* personally feel like I'm being attacked because I'm not doing anything about Japan which is RIDICULOUS because I'm ethnically Chinese! >_< And yes, I was suitably disturbed enough by all this to walk TWO streets past mine and only then realize that, gee, I don't know where I am . . . -_-;;;;
Jay please get back to me. Check your e-mail, there ought to be two messages from me . . . I want to hear from you, okay, Oneechan? Bathroom humor can just be sooooo not funny! Don't ask. Just suffice it to say . . . I need to move out. >_< Grrrrrr!!!!! My concentration/dedication/ability to study has completely and utterly deserted me. I did Stats hmwk and read two chapters of History and one for Anthro and that's ALL the frickin' work I did. I meant to read at LEAST four chapters of History today, because I am absolutely NOT going to have time to read them all tomorrow . . . (Going to Club . . .) Tuesday is the Review Session, and Tuesday and Wednesday night I have reserved for going over the documents in the reader because they are what's actually going to be ON the exam. (IDs and essays, what have you.) >_< I am screwed . . . Lalalalala. And Angelic Layer 6 refused to download TWICE and I'm on my third try, and I need working versions of Inuyasha #33 and #39, all of which I don't have time to WATCH, but that's beside the point! I'm still pissed about the whole sludgelettuce comic thing, btw. And I'm still hideously addicted to oekaking . . . and I'm not even good! O_o;;;;; Save me . . . Should . . . be . . . studying . . . !!!!! As for what's going on in the world, well, I watched for about an hour this morning and after that tuned out and attempted and FAILED to get an adequate amount of studying done. And I need to do laundry and I need to go grocery-shopping but NOBODY bothered to call me back about the shopping bit, so I had instant noodles for dinner. *SIGH* Looks like it's going to be PB&J for lunch AND dinner tomorrow. YAY. >_< I'm tired. I wanna sleep. But, no, I'm going to continue reading this yucky chapter for a while longer. But seriously, Scientific Revolution, blah blah blah, Galileo, blah blah blah, social and political upheavals, blah blah blah, religious crises and revolts, revolutions and witch-hunting, really boring documents in the reader that I've read but couldn't identify to save my life O_o;;;;, BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!!! ;_; I'm gonna faaaaaiiiiiillll . . . Oh, and Max crashed around ten times today. I'm NOT kidding. It's because there was something screwy with the mouse . . . it kept freezing up and the red light kept going out and the computer seemed to be doing okay, but I couldn't DO anything with the mouse frozen and everything stuck in limbo, so I kept turning it off. O_o;;; It doesn't help that I always worry about Max 'cause it doesn't have an internal fan and she gets so hot so fast . . . And then the slight whiff of burning in the air doesn't exactly make me feel better about the whole thing, either. Hmmmm. So, finally, I unplugged the mouse AND the keyboard, tried to straighten out any kinks in the cables, then plugged them back in and hoped VERY hard. And things seem okay now . . . but who knows how long THAT'll last . . . ???? *SIGH* Well, I'm more awake, but I'm still tired and it's almost four, so maybe I SHOULD go to bed seeing as I have class tomorrow??? Errrr . . . I dunno. Last note: WHY IS NO ONE BLOGGING?!! >_< <-I'm an addict, I CAN'T take it!!!!!! (I swear Sakki is the only one posting AT ALL.) >_< Oooh, ooohh!!! (Okay, so I lied about that last note thing.) I just wanted to mention that I am going to go mad. A.M. B played the Anastasia song "Once Upon a December" continuously for around five or six hours yesterday and again today. And A.M. A played some other random song and JUST THAT for three hours straight. Now, I like the songs and all, I really do, but come on, don't you think that's A BIT MUCH?!!!!
MUST MOVE OUT.
And we have attacked Afghanistan. Okay, I've decided to do WORK today. >_< Because I have to. Oh, and yes, PLEASE remind me not to spend time on drawing anything on the computer . . . It never works out! Like when I spent over an hour on an oekaki and I accidentally hit one of the buttons on IE and -phhhhht!- it was gone. And it happened THREE times. >_< This whole thing with my lil' sludgelettuce comic is just pissing me off. I can still see the THUMBNAILS in the preview thing fine, but I can't OPEN the actual files, dammit! Grrrrrrr . . .
Really, I think I'm being punished for procrastinating. -_-;;;;; So, I will now attempt to mend my evil ways . . . *SIGH*
ARRRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!! I saved the pictures as Jpegs but apparently there's some kind of problem and I can't open them now. >_< WHHHHHHYYYYYY does this always happen to me?!!!! WHHHHHHHHY did I save them under the same file names?!!!!!! >_< Oh. Thought I'd mention that I now own Juline #2 and Magical Pokemon Journey #1. *SIGH* I have NO willpower . . . Bleh, had an interesting time with fruits and veggies this afternoon. Most especially the iceberg lettuce that's a few weeks old and was untouched . . . I'll let the following links tell the tale. (No, my scanner is not here yet or else these pics would look a whole lot better and would have taken me around five minutes to do . . . :P) And the outside really HAD turned into sludge, too! It was green and brown and GLOPPY. I salvaged the inside and ate some today . . . Yes, I made that salad after all. And Ryu was getting moldly so I used the knife on him too . . . >_< And the soft cucumber . . . O_o;;;; Oh, and I threw out the moldy watermelon >_< and rotting grapes . . . *SIGH* Anyway, just thought I'd share that with you all. ^^;;;;; Oh, and 'cause I didn't get a damned thing done today (as usual), I've decided to make Friday afternoon my writing and anime/manga day. (I didn't even WATCH any of the anime waiting for me . . . but I DID read Juline! And took a nap, and bleached the tub, and messed with vegetables . . . *GROAN*) So from now on I'm going to try very hard to write on Fridays, and hopefully that'll work out.
*SIGH* I should've done Stats. Or read Anthro. Or Psych. Or started studying for History . . . But now I have to do it all starting tomorrow. >_< Where the hell are the History Review sessions going to be at anyway?!
It's 4:24 AM. Good night.
XD XD XD I just saw a Popples toy commercial!!!! What with a Transformers show back on the air and Popples toys I feel almost like I'm back in my childhood . . . LOL!!! ^_^; I'm watching Yugi-Oh on CN right now, and all I can say is . . . WTH?!!!! O_o
WAIII!!! Jay-onee get some sleep, I'm sure you still need it. Ninx-sama, I hope things go better your way too . . .
Merr and Shannako and
Tin-sama I hope you get your website back!
Ugggg. Going to clean the bathroom >_< and maybe nap for a few hours.
Oh, almost forgot! >_< Meimi linked back to me! :D Hello!!! ^_^
Ooooh, and I got my first searchengine referrer EVER the other day! "disembodied" was the word, but I suppose it could've been worse, what with the massive amounts of swearing I engaged in for the past while. Wah! I was soooo innocent prior to coming to college! (Well, more so, anyroad. >_<)
WAAAAAHHHH!!!! I just missed today's DBZ episode because I had to go out and do the phone bill. ;_; Well, I guess this is what midnight run is for . . . if I can figure out when the episode will be on. >_<
Daaaaaamn. And I was looking forward to it, toooooooo!!!!
Ah well. BTW, did very lousy on Psych midterm that I nearly studied to death for . . . 78% as of now. Come on, curve! I'm counting on YOUUUU!!!!!!! (I seriously would have been better off not studying and sleeping more . . .) I, uh, dunno about the Anthro midterm, though. I got like, three and a half hours of sleep last night and I didn't even study that much. O_o;;;; My concentration was shot because I was sooooooo tired. >_<;;;; Anyways, I spent an hour on five ids and HALF an hour on the essay (and I bloody well FORGOT to use the really good example I came up with yesterday. >_<) so I'm thinking I'm rather screwed . . . Hmmmm.
In other news, I went to the bank today and finally picked up my checks because the bank is incredibly stupid and closed both of my checking accounts earlier when I just wanted them to close one and transfer the money from another one (I wrote them a letter . . . this was in WRITING - how stupid can you get?!), but since they closed both I had to open a new account . . . So, yeah, picked up the checks. I also went to hand in this raffle thing in order to win a new imac computer (Yes, I already have one and Max is just LUVERLY most of the time *heart* - Yes, dear, I love you! ^______^ <- sucking up to the computer) but if I win a new one, I'm assuming it'll have system 10 on it which is all to the good with regards-
-UGH! Got interrupted right in the middle of blogging for MORE bills. Is ONE quiet moment too much to ask?! *SIGH* continue-
-to playing divx files since there's some kind of hack that let's you play divx 4 codec ones on sys 10 but not on 9. ;_; It's also good, 'cause then I can loan my brother a computer and it might off-set my mad spending sprees . . .
On THAT note, I got lost today looking for University Hall to turn the raffley thing in (it's right across the street from Warren -_-;;;;;) and ended up on Milvia (I saw a crime scene unit on the way, too - lovely) and coming back along University/Shattack, I discovered (to my utmost horror) Comic Relief! >_< And they have Juline #2 and Magical Pokemon Journey #1! Waaaaah . . . All I bought was Animerica, though. I exerted willpower! But they have back issues of Animerica (I'm missing like 3 since when I started) and Animerica Extra (cheaper than buying the actual graphic novels) so I'm basically SCREWED. Aaaah! >_< I have Psych tomorrow which is RIGHT near by, so I'm going back . . . I just don't know what I'll be buying yet. ^^;;;
On the way to class after that, I had a nice long argument with the voices in my head - Read: Myself - OUTLOUD and I'm sure the people walking near me must have thought I was off my rocker. But then, who's to say I'm not? It's COLD out, btw. Here's a snippet from the convo so you can gauge my mental state:
"I need a job! I need moneeeeeey to support my addiction!!!!"
Oh yes, it's very strange, but I was busy being all HANYAAAAAAN over Arashi and Sorata in the November issue. I swear, just thinking about them makes me all HANYAAAAAAAN. I'm so lame . . . But I can't help it . . . It's a strange feeling like bubbles forming in your chest and straining to the point of bursting, but, not. Hoeeeeeeee! *LOL* I will live vicariously through you, Arashi! *smirk*
Ah, but when I first found out, Monday, I think, I skipped to club singing this song (in my head):
I may be the world's biggest (or close) 'shipper, but I'm DAMNED realistic (or is it fatalistic?) when it comes to CLAMP. *SIGH* Justdon'tkillhimoffinthenextissue! 'Cause I'm all like, what if Arashi, y'know, has the child of a MAN? (I'm thinking X Handpuppet Theatre at the moment) *LOL* XD XD XD XD
Hmmmm, so I had to leave Stats half an hour early to come home so we'd be sure we didn't miss the guy coming from PG&E to relight the pilot. (He didn't come for an hour and twenty minutes, btw. >_<) I'm totally lost in class right now, so that's not good. And the people sitting around me were SO ANNOYING!!!! One guy kept whining about the lesson. Okay, look, if you don't want to be there you have two options. 1) Grow up and deal with it instead of whining like a baby. 2) LEAVE. It's not that hard, is it? And then the other people were just stupid and chatty. -_-;;;;
Yeah, and I'm pissed about the whole pilot thing because they scheduled it without me and just ASSUMED I'd be free? I asked them to reschedule, but NO. Alas. Whatever. I'm tired. I vacuuumed, but I still hafta clean the bathroom. Funfunfun.
Um, be back to finish this in a bit.
Sleep, I think.
Midterm in the morning. >_<
And if I'm unprepared for Psych, then I haven't even *started* preparing for Anthro yet. And that's Thursday. >_< Expect a long, traumatized blog Thursday night. ;_;
BTW, what happened to Tin-sama's blog and webpages?? O_o;;;
Ninx-sama dear, you don't mind if I link to you later, do you? ^_-
Thank you for the strawberry hug, Yoshi! GET WELL SOON!!!! Feel better!
And a big CONGRATULATIONS to my Onee-chan and her group for winning 2nd place in the Microsoft Net Contest!!! ^____^ All your hard work paid off! Try and get some sleep, dear. Be glad you're not going to have to go through the madness again . . .
I need sleep . . .
Scanner may arrive at J___'s girlfriend's place tomorrow! And, uh, they don't know. O_o;;; But anyway, once I pick it up, expect, um, interesting doodles to start showing up. ^^;;;;
Good night.
I just went on the great check hunt because a.m. a lost a.m. b's check for the rent. I finally found it . . . in the kitchen garbage. >_<;;
MY GOD. Strawberry Kiss Kiss is playing and it sounds so much like something Seishourou would sing. O_o; Okay, NOT, but I'm just feeling a little mad right now . . .
Please Kiss Kiss . . .
Somatogenic . . . Somato . . . sounds like Tomato . . . Ryu Tomato . . . BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
I've been reading Psych (finished Ch. 10 and appendix 1 and skimmed over apprendix 2) and studying (trying to get through the study guide O_o;;; looking over previous exams) since 11:00 this morning with a break to eat lunch and clean the kitchen >_<, a break to watch one ep of Ini-D before I went mad, and a bit of a break for dinner. I didn't make it through the study guide, I got a 76 on last year's exam by my calculations >_<;;;;, I'm trying to read over lecture summaries and supplements, I don't know ANY of the topics on the Review sheet, I can't remember Chapters 1-3 (and it's all the bio stuff I can't for the life of me remember - which is why I DROPPED MCB), and I still have to study Anthro!!!! >_<
Only Lonely Soldier is playing . . . and EVERYBODY IS GOING TO GO TO HELL! -_-;;;;;;
Must take break from Psych and type up Anthro terms so I'll have them ready for review session tomorrow . . . UGH. I am still going to club tomorrow. YES, I AM CRAZY, but I can't help it . . . my head's going to explode if I keep going like this. Class tomorrow morning, pick up take-out on the way back, study Psych and Anthro, go to 5:00-6:00 review, buy dinner and read while eating(?), go to club from 7:00-10:00, get back by 11:00 (HOPEFULLY), study another two or three hours, sleep, class Tuesday, go to Stats OH for help on the homework I CAN'T DO during the first break, buy something to eat, go to class, read Anthro and History Readers during second break, and review Stats if I have time, go to class, get takeout, study for Psych, Stats, and if I have time - Anthro, TRY to get a decent amount of sleep, get up early enough to get there on time >_<, take my Psych midterm, take my Stats quiz, make it through TWO HOURS of History discussion, eat something, go to Anthro discussion and FREAK OUT, go home and study like mad for Anthro, go to sleep, get up, take my Anthro midterm, go home and eat and start reading History text or doing next week's work (or maybe sleeping?), back to class, then read more history or something during break (or hop over to University and try to win a comp), back to class, back home, eat, clean the bathroom and vacuum the livingroom, mindlessly watch anime for a while, sleep, get up and go to class, go to my last Psych study, come home and pass out . . . then do more history reading. >_< Weekend: Coursework & History cramming. Next weekend: Review for Stats:
This is my plan for this week. This is NOT GOOD. This is NOT FUN. This is me belating the fact that I'm an idiot . . . ;_; I'm gonna diiiiiiiiiiieee . . .
Um, got to go type up Anthro terms now, then mindlessly watch Cowboy Bebop for an hour . . . >_<
help me . . .
BTW, apartment mate A just came home and she's as cranky as hell, telling me that everyone's stressed and it's not just me . . . but I don't see HER studying or particularly stressed. And they've got their music blasting from their ROOM which is pissing me off because it's closer to me than it is to them, and frankly, my music isn't BLARING . . .
Oh, and apartment mate B needs to WASH her frickin' dishes. I am NOT doing them for her. What the hell! And I spent all this time cleaning the kitchen today only to have her get crumbs and trash everywhere. >_<
NEED. TO. MOVE. OUT!!!!!!
I am SOOOOOO dead. >_< Went to the Stinking Rose last night with a big group of people (against my better judgement, but then, if I didn't go I know they'd be bitter and give me a hard time >_<) and ate really lousy italian food. No, I swear, the dish I had was some really sub-par gnocchi (and this was according to a guy who was with us and is a half-Italian), and all of us paid too much money and spent like half an hour at the table trying to sort out the money thing . . . and we still came up like $20 short. O_o;;;;; Then we went to Treasure Island and bummed around. ^^;;;;;
Um, ANYWAY, so the reason why I'm DEAD DEAD DEADER than a duck is that I spent all day today working on stats (um, I can't get ANY of the regression problems and I have a quiz on Wednesday????), reading some of my History reader, reading TWO chapters of Psych >_< (They're like 50 pages long and apparently I read textbooks at the speed of a snail struggling through superglue), and basically freaking out because I still have Ch. 10, two appendices, and ALL the supplementary readings to read, not to mention the old exams and study guide(s) to go through . . . BECAUSE I HAVE A FRICKIN' MIDTERM ON WEDNESDAY! O_o;;;; Oh, and I have an Anthro midterm on THURSDAY, and while I AM caught up with that class's reading, I don't know ANY of the terms and I'm basically screwed big time because I still have to stuuuuuudyyyyyyy . . . *SOBS* <- is going to die
Oh, and I'm going to be doing my chores (yes, we have a chore chart now) this week late, because, quite frankly, I am NOT cleaning the bathroom on Tuesday. Let me repeat that: NOT. And I'll vacuum on Thursday . . . Ugh, but I've got to mop the kitchen tomorrow. Okay, whatever.
I don't think I've EVER been this unprepared in my life. But then, I've never been THIS much behind before. And once this week's midterms are over, I have to start studying like a Mad Rabbit for the History mid-term next Thursday because I haven't read ANY of the chapters (I think I have to read six) and I basically have no clue what's going on because, while I've done all the reader and book reading, without the proper historical context, I'm pretty much out of it . . . >_<
Oh, GAAAAAAAWWWD.
And then the Thursday after that, Stats, but I'm actually not stressing over that yet (except for the homework and quiz) - too far off. And I'm actually ON-TRACK for that class.
Oh yes, also spent time belating the fact that there's no Divx codec 4 for the Mac yet and therefore I can't watch any Initial D eps after 19 (not that I was going to right now) and most everything else that's coming out now. >_<
Eh. Oh, and I pulled a tape that I was recording stuff on out of the VCR and the top part (you know, the part that covers the tape) FElL OFF. Apparently one of the struts or whatever you call it that attachs it to the main portion of the tape SNAPPED OFF and is rattling around inside. O_o;;; I'm going to have to dig out a screwdriver and super-glue . . . or else just the screwdriver and replace the innards of another tape with the innards of that tape. BUT NOT NOW.
Mmmm, will prolly be getting the scanner sometime. But now I feel all guilty because of Sakki's response to someone else's post about spoiled kids getting their parents to buy them everything. O_o;;;; And while it's true that I don't have a job as of yet, I DO realize how lucky I am . . . and damn if this scanner isn't like the 2nd cheapest one I've ever seen. ^^;; Yeah, my Dad's notoriously stingy so I'm sure this is a X-mas or birthday present or something . . . (Which is fine) ^_^;;; Well, anyways, I have a great deal of respect for all the people working their way through school on top of classes and everything. Because I don't think I could handle it. >_< I mean, I can't handle the workload right nowwwww . . . x_x.
Plans for this summer:
1) Learn to drive (I've got to do it . . . even if it *IS* SCARY)
2) Get a job (or an internship - ew, in a law firm? O_o;;)
3) Write!
4) Recuperate from first semester . . . -_-;;;;;
5) Increase personal productivity and learn management and organizational skills, etc.
And if I can accomplish 2 out of 5, I think I'll view it as a miracle.
Oh, btw, I was right! The bad girl WAS Tomosaka Rie and she joined the main group (in the dorama FIVE) as a main chara because she wasn't really dead and the one girl died in the 2nd ep . . . and it's really WEIRD seeing Tomosaka-san act all tough with an ATTITUDE (okay, so Miyuki had an attitude too . . .). ^_^;
Yeah, I took a break, okay? I swear I got more reading done during the commercials than I did staring at the book for three hours . . .
Shower, sleep? Ch. 10???? >_<
O_o;;; You've got it rough, Onee-chan! I hope you got everything done and are getting some well-deserved sleep now . . .
In other news, I am now the proud owner of X volumes 1-16 (and the September Asuka). ^_^ Of course, I worried needlessly for nothing, but here's the incident: I was supposed to meet Sakki's friend at Sproul Fountain at 12:15 to buy the manga. I told her I would be wearing a green hat since not many girls wear hats, and not green ones . . . ('Sides, I like my green hat! ^_^) Anyways, I'm sitting there for a while, waiting, and doing some History reading, when I look over and this other girl also sitting at the fountain has apparently found and put on *her* green hat. O_o;;; Now, short, asian, and a girl were all the other identifying characteristics I gave to the person I was going to meet because I figured the green hat would be enough. Guess what? Yes, other green-hat girl fit all the characteristics too. ^_^;; Then the Rally Committee and the Marching Band apparently had a lil' pre-Homecoming Game rally thing planned on the steps of Sproul (complete with a cute Husky pinata hanging from the ASUC that I think they were going to brutalize ;_;), and I saw this pervert former friend of a friend whom I met last year, and THEN I saw my freaky next-door neighbor who's 30-something and owns a Rottweiler and like a billion cats and likes going around without a shirt on >_<, and in all the chaos I was freaking out and panickedly looking for someone who looked like they were carrying 16 volumes of manga (after shooting numerous death glares at green-hat girl) when I felt a tap on my shoulder, and there she was. Whew. <- relieved.
So, yeah. I guess I looked genki enough and my hat was green enough. ^_^;;;
Um, but now that I own 1-16 (and #1 in English), I have to go and buy the rest of them when they come out . . . Especially Volume 17!!!!!! -Thank you, Alison!- Drooooools . . . I love being a SorataxArashi fan. ^_^ (But now they're going to kill him, aren't they? Because CLAMP is evil and malicious that way . . . ;_;) Ne, Tin-sama, they really are EVIL aren't they? LOL.
Finally finished the paper. >_< And I didn't eat dinner because I was hoping to leave that as an incentive to finish faster . . . Um, it didn't work??? O_o;;;;
Well, at least it's not six in the morning this time. XD
These are the times I'm glad I dropped my 9 o'clock . . . Heck, I'm ALWAYS glad I dropped my 9 o'clock. Especially since the midterm's on Monday. O_o;;;; YEAH. Exactly.
Uggggh . . . must go shower and sleep. The toilet's like funky and busted, btw. -_-;;; Just bringing this up because I was going to try and fix it after writing the paper. >_< Everyone's telling me over the phone that it's the chain, but I dunno how it works and the chain doesn't LOOK tangled . . . but then, what the hell do I know? (Oh, and A.M. A is out and A.M. B is a moron . . . Not only does she NOT replace the toilet paper (Okay, look, it's not that hard!), NOT wash her dishes, NOT turn off the TV and lights when she LEAVES the apartment, she also doesn't seem to think the fact that the toilet not working is a problem. >_<;;;;
On a happier note, I might be getting my scanner 'cause I'm gonna impose on my friend's girlfriend to accept it for me since she lives in the Units and most likely the scanner has less chance of getting stolen in the mailroom than from off my doorstep. >_<
On a less happy note, my paper refuses to print. I think it's 'cause my comp's low on memory, but since I'm dling things on Limewire, I can't restart it!!!!
Must go now. Comp keeps freezing. >_<
Whoo! Merritt finally got the damnable CDs to work. ^_^;;;;;
Ah, and I'm ACTUALLY WORKING ON THE BLASTED PAPER! ^_^;;
Oh, and I think the Logan and Rogue track of the X-Men soundtrack (the only track I have) is just soooo pretty. (Listening to it now, if you couldn't guess.)
LOL.
Oooh, and HAPPY DAY - I dropped MCB 64. <-relieved
Oh, and I'm gonna make an Argent Soma Shrine . . . Right after I catch up on all my work, and preferably after midterms . . . *Scuttles away very fast*
I wrote the following up in my notebook immediately after the incident ^_^;;;;;;:
2:14 PM
Oh my God! Here I am, sitting on a bench, sketching a nice anime head on a table (for Disembodied Thoughts Layout #2) when some guy walking by suddenly stops and says, "Good job!" My head whips around, and I'm like, "Ahh!" O_o;;;
I immediately try to hide what I'm drawing - It's a head on a round table fer crying outloud! But then he comes over for a closer look and I yell (literally), "NO!!" really loud and cover up the notebook. -_-;;;; I'm such a dork.
So he apologizes and says that he's tried drawing that too before (really? A head on a table???!) and wasn't very good. Then he says his name is Alex. I say "hi" and basically give off my "get-the-hell-away-from-me-you-ain't-getting-my-name" vibes. WAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! <- SCARED & EMBARRASSED by my decapitated head. -_-;;;; (It was a crappy picture, too! Thank God I wasn't working on the naked elf pic. O_o;;;;)
Heh, I drew some pics of me sweatdropping which I'll put up if I ever get my scanner . . . LOL. MUST TALK ABOUT SCANNER LATER!
And today some girl sitting next to me in History lecture caught sight of the doodles on the back of my notebook and was like, "That's cute." And I was like, O_o;;; "Thankkkssss . . ." O_o;; They're crappy too (except the one girl whose hair I like) and you can barely see them. WTH is up with today?!!
Ahhh, and I woke up late this morning (9:25) and made it to my 9:30 class five mins late . . . (after Berkeley time). And then I proceeded to sleep through EVERY SINGLE CLASS. Not just nodding off either . . . I was seriously approaching REM sleep in Stats. >_<
And I'm stiiiiillll behind in work! AHHHHHHH!!!!! Will do it once I finish this entry!
OH! And today's DBZ episode was SOOOOO good! I love Videl!!! ^_^ And yesterday's was good too! ("You're more like a Super Pedestrian than a Super Saiyan." Added bonus of Chi-Chi and Videl's catfight!)
Today:
Chi-Chi: "So this is the girl you're GOING TO MARRY?!!!"
LOL.
^_^
Oh, now for the scanner. It's a Umax Astra and comes with Adobe Photoshop LE and it's for $95.99 and I wrote an e-mail to my dad to tell him, "BUY IT FOR ME!" and he will . . . ^_^ We just don't know whether I'm going to have to wait . . . or have it sent home and pick it up over Thanksgiving, or have it sent here and hope it doesn't get stolen. O_o;;;; I WANT IT!!!! ^__________________^
(Oh, and Ninx-sama, I still remember . . . I told you that once I got a scanner I'd draw some fanart for "Beast." ^_^ It's gonna be crappy, but I'll do my best!)
I'm buying Sakki-danna's X manga set for $50! XD But I'm getting it through a go-between. O_o;;;;
In other news, yesterday I tried to cook potatoes and cheese in a pan, but they were raw first time I tried them, and I burnt all the cheese by the time I was finally done . . . >_< For dinner I ate a grapefruit that I've had for nearly a MONTH (and it was still good!) and fried an egg . . . Then I discovered that I was making Breakfast for Dinner when I was debating whether or not to eat cereal, then decided that I was still hungry and made ramen, burning myself on the egg pan, the hot water, and the ramen in the process. Eriiiiiin taskute!!!
Ah yes, Faye Wong in a japanese drama . . . (I think I'm enjoying this site a *lil'* bit too much . . .)
Oh, and check out the "Bokura no Yuuki" listing. I saw some eps of this and it was, um, strange. (I've suddenly decided that I'm a big Kinki Kids fan . . .) And this show kind of disturbed me because from what little I saw there looked to be some sort of yaoi pairing with two boys name Yamato and Takeru. Yeaaaah . . . O_o;;;
Ah, and I saw some Densetsu no Kiyoshi too! ^_^
Yuuuuup . . . Definitely too much time at this site . . .
Ahhh! I was wrong. Miyuki's actress (Tomosaka Rie) wasn't the guest star . . . she's one of the girls. I guess I wasn't paying close enough attention.
Here's a page that has info on "Five" and "Food Fight."
I wanna see the end of "Food Fight." The writers are on crack (c'mon, they had a GHOST and a horribly scarred boy whose only friends are DOLPHINS as contestants) but it was interesting . . . And I wanted to see how they would end it. Hmmph.
But then, "Five" looks interesting too.
Oh, but apparently there's ANOTHER Kindaichi series out now with a different cast . . . O_o;;; But they've only got info on the older one I saw . . . ^_^;
Shinohara Tomoe and Chinen Rina are two of the actresses. O_o;;;;;;;; I bet the rest of them are idols too . . . I just haven't heard of them. ^^;;;
What the hell? They're not showing "Food Fight" anymore . . . Instead there's some show called "Five" about five girls who broke out of jail and are now working as "spy dogs" for some guy . . . And I think the girl working with the villain in the first episode is Miyuki's actress . . . O_o;;;;;
Maybe sleep would be good?
Naaaahhhh . . . .
Ahhhhhh, welcome back Sakki! ^_^ Um, if I was incoherent in the guestbook entry and sounded incredibly lame or something it's because I am both incoherent and incredibly lame right now . . .
I am NOT doing work. I am NOT studying. I have NOT been doing work and I have NOT been studying. What HAVE I been doing, you ask??? Thinking that the Anne Murray Song, "Killing Me Softly with His Song" would be really good in a Ryu and Frank video . . . Except I can't really see Frank being called a "young boy" . . . >_< I need sleep . . . I need to go read Psych. I need to get myself mental heeeeeelllllppp . . . .
Oh, "I Want You to Want Me" is a bit too bouncy, methinks. "Angels Fall" from TTIHAY works too . . . Rather nicely, actually. Ahhhhhhh . . . but the only way I could even DO a video would be with hundreds of screencaps from my Divx files and since my imovie program won't let me save into any other formats it's rather useless . . . But then again, I REALLY want to make a video . . . but I REALLY ought to be doing work!!!
Waaaaaaaahhhhh . . . . -_-;;;;;
The song "I Want You to Want Me" from "10 Things I Hate About You" + Argent Soma. 'Nuff said. ^_^;
It was REALLY FUN IMing with Erin last night! XD XD XD
Ah, but I not only managed to do NOTHING yesterday, but so far also NOTHING today . . . But I finished watching Argent Soma and the first five eps of Initial D . . . ^_^;;;;
Ah! And I wanna write an essay about Argent Soma! Voluntarily! ^_^; Of course, that means I must rewatch the whole thing . . . errr . . . as soon as I dl 1-7 (which I've seen but don't *have*) from somewhere.
Ick . . . and I want to make Argent Soma Music Videos with the last three songs on my playlist: "One Week," "Frozen", and "Mr. Tambourine Man." O_o;;;;;
That could be a problem since I don't have a) the time b) the equipment c) the skill . . . >_<
Of course, I don't have time to write an essay either, seeing as I still have to write my History paper . . . ^^;;;;; (But if I DO write that AS essay, I'm going to have to do Shakespeare research . . . just so I can draw parallels and stuff. ^_^;;;)
I'm AIMing with Erin RIGHT NOW! *LOL* ^_^
Mmmmmmm, took the EASIEST Stats quiz in the history of Stats quizzes today, and I BOMBED it. >_< That's what I get for staying up until four in the morning to finish the reading for History discussion today that I was too tired to say anything in and DO anything but desperately attempt to keep my eyes open. *GROAN*
I really DO need to sleep before taking tests. It helps. It really does. (And to think I was labeling everyone in my section a moron because they didn't know anything. They're STILL morons, dammit! I'm just more so because I can actually DO the problems and I'm just too stupid to do them right. *SOB*
My subconscious is apparently having issues with the foul language spewing from my mouth festering in my head lately, so I've recently been finding myself saying things like, "Oh, fudge it!" or "FUDGE!!!" So I'm all like, O_o;;;????
My "swear word" in Junior High was "flutter" and I have never used yummy food substances as a bad word substitute before. At least, I don't think so. Maybe I'm trying to wash out the foul taste of foul-tasting words? I dunno.
In other totally me-centric news, I think one of my wisdom teeth might be coming in (or my mouth is sending funky signals to the neurons in my head to confuse me) and my thigh muscles HURT. My legs have both been really sore the past two days which I can't account for at all since it's not like I'm doing more walking than last year or anything . . . The only explanation I can come up with is that I'm not eating properly so my body is trying to burn up calories in my legs??????? (Burn off that fat! Burn burn!!!) or what's that thing where the body starts feeding back acid or something? O_o;;;; I dunno; it's weird.
Oooh, I stopped by the comic book store today on my way home and the owner-guy mistook me for another customer and handed me a volume of Fushigi Yuugi and said, "I'm still working on the Ranma." And I was like, errrrrr . . . ooookaaaaay. *MASSIVE HELPlESS SHRUG AND SWEATDROP* ^_^;;;;;;;; And we just stood there for a moment before he was like, "OOOOOOH, I'm sorry! You look just like this OTHER customer! Really! You really do!" and I was like, "That's okay! I'm in here a lot. Haha . . ." ^^;
Um, picked up vol. 3 of Pokemon Adventures at Cody's (also Animerica Extra) and vol. 3 of Magical Pokemon Journey at the comic book store. But this sucks because I'm STILL missing vol. 1 of Magical Pokemon Journey and vol. 2 of Pokemon Adventures, and it's not like I have TIME to read them anyway! ^^;;;
Ho hum, I should be working on the genealogy project due for Anthro tomorrow. Hmmmmm. BUT. I'm feeling destressed (a little) since the History paper due date was pushed back 'til next week and I just wanna take a nap . . .).
I LOVE VIDEL! (Not "in love" mind you.) She's SOOOOOO COOL! I liked her immediately when we watched like two eps of original Dragonball Z in club last year during intermission and I only ever heard her say like two lines, but she rocks 'cause she's pretty and tough and Gohan's girlfriend/wife and looks like Hilde and has Sailor Saturn's VA in the original! YAY! ^_^ And they're both just super cute together (Videl and Gohan, that is). *heart*
Um, I'm sure that in the course of this entry I had something to say. ^^;;;;;;;;
Ah, Onee-sama ^_- I hope things go better with your computer. Poor Jay-chan!
Natalie-san's blog entry was so beautiful and uplifting . . . Thank God (um, I would say "goodness" but that just doesn't sound right) for rainbows and newspaper-reading men on buses.
Oh, and something I've been meaning to comment on. The term "to pray." Now, I am not a religious person by any means. I was aetheist for a good portion of my life and I am by no means a Christian (or an Asian Baptist despite what sorority flyer-girls on Sproul think >_<), but I think I'm sunk quite firmly right now into agnosticism. And here, I do believe, I shall stay awhile. (And please do not take the above to mean that I have any problems with religion or religious individuals, I don't, as long as they're not trying to convert me - though I do have a few issues with organized religion, but, whatever.) Okay, now that that's been established, when I say "to pray" I don't necessarily mean "to pray to God." "To wish" comes at the bottom, then comes "to hope," and then "to pray." Just like when I say "Thank God" or "Oh my God" I'm not necessarily referring to any particular God or invoking any of them or anything. It's just that English is a very limiting language in some aspects and for some feelings the feelings of "God" come closest. Of course, that would lead me to ponder things like "What is God?" and "What is truth?" and "What are we?" but since I'm a very shallow person with SEVERE difficulty in reading comprehension and I don't pretend to know enough big words or hold enough meaning in my mind to even begin to expound upon those types of things . . . I won't.
Okey then. Genealogy project is call-ing!
I just discovered the most disturbing fact that you can probably kill somebody will floss, since I just sliced off the top of my box of floss in an attempt to cut off a piece. O_o;;;; Of course, it makes sense since you can cut butter with string, and dough too, right? Ewwww, okay, I'll stop right there.
But you know, Noir can off someone with a fork behind the ear. o_O;;; (I wonder how she does with sporks?)
I spent a good ten minutes or so last night yelling out the shower window at around 1 in the morning for the guys talking and playing their music REALLY loud next door to SHUT THE HELL UP MY APARTMENT MATES ARE TRYING TO SLEEP AND THEY'VE GOT MIDTERMS AND YES, I AM TALKING TO YOU. Ah, but my apartment mates wouldn't let me yell the bit about calling the cops and getting them to nail their asses to the ground . . . :( Dude, and my apartment mates asked me to yell and today they made fun of me for it (but it did eventually work once the guys realized they were being yelled at -_-;;;;;). Must . . . MOVE . . . OUUUUUUTTT!!!!!! (next year)
Today I also had a nice run passing the memorial service on campus as I ran like a bat out of hell cursing all the way to rhe Psych study thing I signed up for to fulfill RPP guinea pig requirements for Psych 1, only my body was on autopilot and I went from Evans to Haviland instead of Tolman (Wednesday schedule) and up two flights of stairs before realizing that I WAS IN THE WRONG BUILDING and I had THREE MINUTES to get to the right one on time (which happens to be uphill, btw). Suffice it to say I arrived late, sweating, panting, legs cramping, and suitably braindead. >_<
Oh, the A-line is going to get an earful. You're a fricking DOOR-TO-DOOR night safety shuttle! Of course you take me home!!! (I'm within your boundaries!) Morons?! What the hell do you mean you just go around campus???!! -_-;;;;
Ah, Merritt do the CDs I sent you work on your new comp??? *crosses fingers* Lemme know!
Hmmm, be-bonneted men . . . Well, you certainly have a varied fanbase, don't you Tin-sama?. LOL.
Ninx-sama where is your pitas journal?! Do you mind if I read it??? ^_-
Oh, I wanted to say "HI" to Ming-Ling and thanks muchly for linking back. ^_-
MMMMMMM, and . . . schoolwork is going to KILL ME! I'm even more behind and VEEERRRRRRYYYYY stressed. I'd get sick as a form of psychological protest in anthropological way if that wouldn't just screw me over in the end. :(
Um, hafta go read anthro reader know and summarize them for discussion before going to sleep (and, yes, it IS 2:47 AM) but I hafta read the history reader between class tomorrow if I can't get ahold of my stats TA for HELP and then I have to come home, study for the Stats quiz on Wed., write a draft of that History paper, and maybe squeeze in some MCB or Psych reading. (Yeah right. Hafta do that on Thursday, 'cause Wed. I'm gonna be doing the Anthro project due on Thursday. Why me???)
I really am appalled by my choice of language in the last entry. o_O;;; Oh, well.
Oh, I REALLY wish Apartmentmate B would pass on messages . . . and when she does, I wish she would GIVE THEM TO ME WHEN I GET HOME, AS OPPOSED TO THREE HOURS LATER!!!!!!
>_<
I have to get out of here!
Hey, any anime-loving, late-hour keeping, quiet (Okay, how about - DOESN'T SQUEAL LIKE A PIG), message-passing-on, dish-washing, light-and-tv-turning-offer, flea-wary, clean girls out there thinking of coming to Berkeley (or already in Berkeley) who wouldn't object to sharing an apartment with me (um, provided we can find one, that is) next year? I am taking applications now.
I am SOOOOOOOO dead serious.
I am SOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!!!!!!
GodDAMNit~!!!!!!!
And pitas isn't WORKING!!!!!!
Shit. I went over to my friends' place for a barbeque today and I thought that I would eat and then go home and do all of my work . . . because I've got so fucking much! But things didn't exactly work out. >_<
In the first fifteen minutes when the first two people showed up, the one guy B (mentioned him before) managed to slash himself with a knife while trying to separate hamburger patties. It was really deep and blood was squirting out everywhere and dripping on the floor . . . and it was REALLY bad.
So T____ drives him over to the Tang Center's emergency room and comes back, but it turns out he might have cut a tendon and probably needs surgery, so we took him to the Kaiser Hospital in Oakland and left him in the waiting room (because it will supposedly takes HOURS). But, since I left with everybody else and didn't wait around for hours BY MYSELF in the waiting room, my apartmentmates (who I told this story to) have apparently decided that I'm the cruelest, most heartless person on Earth.
I would like to mention that he said he was in no pain whatsoever, there were no seats in the waitingroom, none of us had eaten that day (well, not a meal, anyway), and he fucking didn't want us to wait. And he seemed really, really fine since the Tang people bandaged up his hand and all and he was totally nonchalant about the whole thing. But now I'm an asshole. GREAT.
(This from the people who don't seem to care at all that thousands of people died in NY and Washinton and PA. They really, really don't. Because they don't fucking know anyone out there so I don't think they give a damn. Isn't that nice? Goddamn hypocrites! My one roommate told me she doesn't understand why people get so upset over in emergency situations. They should just learn to chill. Excuse me?! YOU CHILL.)
So we came back and ate what was left and I helped clean up (having missed the party, along with T____ who was one of the people throwing it) and I FINALLY got them to take me home at 8:00 PM. And now I'm traumatized because I asked M___, B's best friend or whatever who also came if I was annoying and he said "No, just really loud." DAMMIT!!!! I am NOT REALLY LOUD! I am fucking quiet! Only when I'm with my friends and loosen up do I even talk . . . and fucking hell, I'm just going to be extremely single for the rest of my fucking life because ALL men reject me and guys I'm not even interested in tell me I'm loud.
Oh, and apartmentmates A and B are fucking pissing me off. They want to get a CAT (which is all well and good in perhaps another situation, but right after we had FLEAS?!!!!!!! Which still might not be gone, might I add.) and they DON'T wash their dishes for a WEEK, DON'T leave me room in the freezer for my food, and are fucking LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS on the phone.
I'm REALLY pissed at apartmentmate B right now. We were sort of bonding over the flea thing, but now I think I fucking hate her. (And yes, this entry is rampant in profanity, but I'm not this bad in real life . . . only in my head.) Because she left the light on overnight at least twice (UNTIL THE AFTERNOON), went out and left the TV on TWICE, and quite frankly, I am paying a THIRD of the electric bill! I also made a deal with her that I would wash her and Apartmentmates A and B's pile of dirty dishes the week before as long as she did them herself from now on right after using them. But no. The dishes are still there, soaking in their filth and when I brought it up, because I was busy scrubbing out the vegetable bin that was soaked with Apartmentmate A's spilt lemon juice and IT WAS PRETTY DAMN HARD TO WASH IT IN A SINK FULL OF DISHES, she told me, "Oh, I guess I'm just not a washing person." WHAT THE FUCK?!
Do I fucking look like a person who enjoys washing dishes?! I don't fucking well think so! And she seems to expect me to was EVERYONE'S dishes. Ummm, no???? She also never replaces the toilet paper after using it up . . . I have to do it every time. And she's just. so. fucking. annoying!!!!!!!!! (Apparently she believes in the toilet paper fairy.) And Apartmentmate A might be a little better, but not by all that much and I'm just fucking heartless because I leave my friend in the emergency room instead of making a huge deal over it and freaking him out and waiting around while he undergoes surgery. Fun. Really. I mean, if I thought his life was in danger, or if he was seriously, seriously, seriously injured, then yes, of course I would stay . . . but he was treating it like no big deal, so that's how we all treated it, including his best friend. And the lady at the counter told us to go, so there!
But NO. I do NOT want to justify myself!
I'm just so fucking annoyed and stressed out and my goddamn TA just sent an e-mail assigning us MORE work and I still have 600+ pages to read for Psych (+ supplements + online work + an experiment on Monday that I have to remember to go to), 150+ pages to read for History (+ 100 pages of reader material + a paper due on Friday), 60+ for MCB (+ I really have to take notes because I don't understand it AT ALL), 35+ pages for Anthro (+ a genealogy assignment due on THURSDAY + I HAVE TO FUCKING SUMMARIZE THE READINGS for WEDNESDAY), +39 pages for Stats (+ five problems + a quiz on Wednesday).
FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! >_< My goddamn foot rash is gonna come back!!!! And really, seriously, I don't swear much at all in real life. Really.
*whimper* I can't do this . . . I've got to get most of this done by Wednesday. The workload's gonna kill me!!!!! And I have to fucking get out of here. I don't want to live here anymore. I can't take another year of this. I have to find a place, BY MYSELF. SHIT.
Putting the sad things aside for the moment, a new layout I made over the summer . . .
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